This sunrise is the dawn of the quest. 12 days of Christmas - and a journey of the heart. 2014 has been filled with ups and downs, loud and quiet, every thing and nothing. My goal for 12 days between now and the end of the year is to make 12 journal entries that will help build the path that will carry me on to living life fully alive in balance.
Balance is something that often eludes me. It's like the words in the song "The Music of the Night" hard as lightning, soft as candle-light....those words are so descriptive. Where is the medium light?
I look to the sunrise today. I feel it in my bones. I have a grateful heart, and because I have been seeking, I know the time is right.
The season of Advent - the coming of our Lord. In his great humility is the arrival of a king. The most humble, the most loving and forgiving moments of my life have been the times when I felt the most balanced.
Recent words shared with me: "You cannot open the door and let in the darkness"...Darkness is only the absence of light...and so it is with love and good. Is there no evil? Or only the absence of good...is there no indifference or only the absence of love?
Where is the balance?
Mind. Spirit. Body - harnessed in the breath of life.
This August 21st, the absence of breath in my mother, ended her journey on Earth....I miss her so and have been out of balance. Today, I dreamed that I can re-seat myself firmly in this life. Before you can be it, you have to dream it.
I have some work to do, Maranatha - Come Holy Spirit Come!
